Hi :P

It's Christmas night hum?
and i feel like wanna go to somewhere with somebody ^^
i don't know.. If i really want , i can imigine something like that,right?
imagine i go with Kyu~
but now , i really understand the difference between 'real life' and 'fake life'
every times i really wanna meet ~ and if it's possible be Kyu Jong's bride maybe?
but... is that really possible?
is that a real life or a  fake life?
i don't know why~
but since 1 month ago, my heart changes to be different about my feeling to SS501
not because i don't love them again
but,just because there's a feeling that i can't understand
more than jealous ~ posesive?
maybe that's the word ? LOL... but i try to be NORMAL and back to my real life
the result ? Too Normal for me -o-
now, i like a boy .. a chinese boy for the spesific description~
argh~ now i think my real life pulls me from my 'fake life'
can somebody helps me ? :(
yah, live in 'fake life' .. that's not good..
but , it makes me can't feel jealous with anyboy in real life ~
*Erm~ till yesterday xP*